you can dress ME up in dirt /

2006-12-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind.
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow.

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end.

2006-12-30T00:28:00.000+08:00

1 more day and night to 2007!
Advanced happy new year! (:
haven't thought of resolutions for the new year.
anw i read up on my horoscope and i think its kinda true. lol
im really bored right now. and i just chatted w taipei no.7!
aww~
hope they're not affected by the earthquake man.
i miss ten! ):

look what you've done.

kukup

2006-12-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

i blew the bubbles! just for effect. lol

puffer fish! cute isn't it.

more! :D

2006-12-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

MEIMEI~ taipei No.8
HONAYE:D
stupid face.
gyming!

photos!

2006-12-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

Kong's birthday! <3
YOSHIDA! japan No.12
MVP and best scorer. *faints
katek, TENTEN and i! (:
otah, honey and me!
BESTIE:D
X'mas is nv lonely with you guys around..

;D

2006-12-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i can use my computer! haha, the new one arrived days before but was busy catching fiba games.
trip to kukup was uber fun! caught lots of stuffs. there's this puffer fish, the face all puffed up. so funny looking man.
came back with a sore throat and it worsened.
yes, i lost my voice. i feel so terrible and gg to work without my voice was super difficult for me cos my voice was broken. i cant even say thank you! ):
uhm, many photos to be uploaded! SOON:D

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2006-11-16T00:29:00.001+08:00

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BORING SHIT!
4 more days away.
sooo bored.

:D

2006-11-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

NINE MORE DAYS!
(:
My shadow is the only thing tt sticks by me.
nine more effing days to e burning of books. heh
just kidding. tts a sin.
maths paper 1 sucks.
ss was okay.
chemistry blah.
english paper 1 & 2, aye.
physics was okay too.
geog paper 2, hmm.
maths paper 2 was okay three.
so overall, its just nt okay.
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nx wk, GREAT.
f & n, history, geog paper 2 and last damn sc paper one.
YAY~
pls let e nights befall faster and the sun rise faster too.
and soon, it'll be over..
can't tk it anymore.
booooo

!!!!!!!!!!!!! (X 1000000)

2006-11-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

(:

2006-11-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

and you know that.

ZZZZZ

2006-11-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

this particular post concerns joyce lim sing ying and those who fussed me t update my blog.
whahaha, kidding.
spent my days burying my head in books, drinking coffee and tea and whatever tt can
PERKKKKK MEEEEE UPPPPP.
alright, i'm looking forward t 20th nov. VERY. (right, o's haven even begin)
e last day where we can cry out of joy, and tear our entry proof? (kongkong will, DEFINITELY. heh)
i miss my balling days, days hanging out w cliques and i miss whatever.
but for e time being, just put my heart and soul into my o's and concentrate!
luckily, time passes in e blink of an eye. wheee~
before we know, e days are over.
don't worry, be happy!
almost done w preparations and for ppl who're taking o's too.
a message to share(:
If you're feeling stressed right now, be glad t know there's 10,000 others feeling e same way as you do.
don't count e days, make each day count. Let's fight on!

IMU SUNSHINE:D
tts rather random. heh

(=

2006-09-27T16:55:00.000+08:00

hey.

2006-09-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

hello people.
eh, sorry guys i know i MIA-ed for weeks.
wasn't able to use my computer then i don't think I'll be able to use it for the next few weeks either.
sighs ):
Anyway, i spent the weeks fulfilling even though I've been constantly mugging for my prelims.
heh :D

shrugs ):

2006-08-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

> Forwarded Email

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in the park.
one night..

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in this world without any special person in our lives

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend

Daniel: That's a great plan! in fact i don't have nothing to do much this following weeks..

DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they were both touched in a romantic film

DAY 4: They went to the beach and have a picnic..

Daniel and Jasmine spent their quality time together

DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they rode on the Horror House..

Jasmine was scared and she wanted to touch Daniel's hand but instead, she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed

DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life.. Spend the rest of your time together happily"

Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes

DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor..
Jasmine mumbled something..

DAY 28: They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident

DAY 29: Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game..

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine.. Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me..

20mins later.. a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine : Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital

The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says: Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and I am really falling for you..Your cherished smile your everything when we played this game..
Before this game would end.. I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life.. I love you
Jasmine..

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted: "Daniel ! i don't want you to die.. I love you.. Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something.. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.. I love you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THAT WAS THE 30TH DAY..

Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace..
If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones?
Love them while they are still here..

zzz.

2006-08-28T16:33:00.001+08:00

my new obsession or should i say my current one would be..
yea you got it right. SNAKES!
i dont know why but i seem to get high over their hisses la.
I'm horny man, bitch. ROFL
mummy! can i keep snakes as pets?
urgh, imagine i'd slap tt qns and see how mum replies.
Mmm, i mean see how she reacts.
think she gonna chase me outta house man.
But anw i dont think tts legal.
So yar, I'll just keep on dreaming.
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Sssss!
finally i've completed my graphs.
bloody idiot computer died on me ytd. And i didnt save my work!
so, imagine. My hair just dropped off. cos i pulled it out.
And there's a hole in the computer screen.
cos i smashed it. HURHUR

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Maybe..
The stork reality

OVER THE MOON.

2006-08-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY
'snakes on a plane' w gf. Mmm, seriously i think my fetish for snakes seems to be growing.
I used to think tt they were cool, plus they were cold-blooded.
ok, i'm the weird one. But after the show i think tt i want my teeth like their fangs. whaha
Yes. snakes are cool. green snakes are cooler. whooo~
balling at yhcc at night. aiai bought patrick! so cute! ):
i want! but its not for me. HURHUR
lady luck's not w me and i can't seem to put my balls into the hoop. sad thing.
but for now, i'll bury my head in books. leave tt till after O's. ):
SATURDAY
OFF TO THE ZOO! yay.
w bf, gf, brother and aiai :D
ages since i've been to tt place.
its renovated and still renovating. but the flamingos were gone! sad. ):
replaced by fake elephants. HUR.
first to visit: my relatives (:
the white tigers, whoa. majestic. tts the word to describe.
the animals were sooo ADORABLE. i wanna touch and hug everyone of them but too bad la, tts impossible.
can't wait to see the snakes but disappointed cos they were all enclosed. the boys were scared of BUTTERFLIES.
harmless fly-flys. DUH
beautiful man. aww~
i wanna ride on the elephants and horses! i wanna sayang the fur of the white tigers and hear them uh, purrr?
oh no, its ROAR! hahah. i wanna feel the skins of the snakes and carry the king cobra on my back (i don't think i'll be able to do tt cos they are HEAVY. as in very heavy!) and let the buttrflies land on my hands.
i wanna i wanna i wanna!
so many stuffs to be blogged but w tt memory of mine, i can't rmbr all the details i'm supposed to write.
Mmm, but anyway i spent my day satisfying, fulfilling and fun-loving! i wanna camp in the zoo la.
if i've the chance to.
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pictures to post. and i'm sure you'll be intrigued to know more about it!
conclusion: go visit the zoo la.
ok, end. (:
(P.S: we danced a kuku dance w the monkeys! you wanna learn howta do tt? ASK THE BOYS.)
FOC day. and i've enjoyed it. woots!
and btw, FOC stands for full-of-crap. heh
SUNDAY
tuition tuition tuition!
i need to know where i stand for my maths because w my current standard, i think i still suck at this subject.
grrr
homeworks, topics to study for tests, F&N to be completed!
all these are enough to fill the whole of today.
come to think of it, i think it fills up EVERY of my sundays.
pathetic huh? console me.

(me: mummy, i wanna touch snakes... !!!)
))):

happy-ing!

2006-08-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY NIGHT

bbq was awesome,

bcos i getta eat CRABS

and bbq-ed MARSHMALLOWS

and fried chicken wings

and everything heavenly!

whaha yummylicious.

I KNOW pounds of fats are adding on to my tyre

at the same time but who cares, let's rock and EAT :D

xuan's condo is just so cool.

aye~

the penthouse at the last floor.

you'd like to live there.

its a nice place la (:

SUNDAY
outta suntann and swim w lim ah joyce la.

been ages since we catch up.

wheee~

the sun was great.

and i'm becoming a sun-lover soon.

woots.

the slides were fun!

Lucikly there were not many ppl around

cos its really embarassing to see the

ugly fugly side of how two teenage girls go hooha over SLIDES.

yes and lim ah joyce treated me to japanese restaurant for lunch!

ain't she sweeeeet. AWW

studied for a lil' while and rushed home for tuition.

i guess the sun drained all of my energy

cos i could see tt i wasn't really paying much attention.

hurhur. I THINK MY EYELIDS WEIGHED A THOUSAND GRAMS.

lim ah joyce wanna eat mos burger for dinner.

dragged me to jp and YES,

i ate fattening foods again!

(increase to 1000 sit-ups per day. AH!)

wenta k-pool to find jess, jiamin, otah and princess! ^^

first time i find princess so cute la i dunno why. HAHAHA

maria came later.

they played for a lil' while before we headed home.

I'm bushed!

MONDAY
mock exams for everyday this week.

IMAGINE. ):

maths for today. ):

TUESDAY
english for today. ):):
WEDNESDAY
i think i died.
THURSDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON ONG BINGQI! (:(:(:

hohoho.

last P.E. lesson before exams start.

boohoo ):

enjoyed myself much.

yes and no more p.e.

when we leave school ):

so we'll organize games after all the exams end.

HOORAY! :D:D

i'm happy because there are people out there to make me happy.

i wanna spread my happiness to everyone! whoohoo
GREAT!

whooyayy.

2006-08-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY

zzz.
WEDNESDAY

still zzz-ing.
THURSDAY
4E7, the class of power. Hehe
boycott maths! (:
not forgetting f&n! yay~
FRIDAY
wenta queensway for 4e7's class tee!

i designed it la, so hope it'll turn out nice. HEH

and and and!

I TOUCHED BASKETBALL.

like finally.

and i think i'm getting v old.

bcos my stamina, cannot make it.

getting tired after running a lil' while makes me feel tt i'm an old fat pig.

nevertheless, i had fun!

and tts great.

so long nv played like tt already.

like mad, but i'm enjoying!

HOHO.

SATURDAY
bbq later! hooraye.

family gathering la(:

for xinmi.

she's back! from canada. hee

the country tt legalises gay marriage. =x

at xuan's condo.

i wanna gym!

to remove the slight tyre around my tummy before i can start rolling on my stomach.

heh
there's tuition tmrw! :O

finish my work work work.

gf's bday on nx thurs! HOHO.

advanced birthday ok! :D

alot of birthday plans coming up.

yay, i like birthdays.

But happy ones.

*GRINS

byebye!

LOVES

2006-08-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

FIREWORKS AND DARLINGS! LOVE ALL SHITS!

WHOOYAYY:)

woots

2006-08-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

i got A2 for chinese! over the moon. lalala

fun night out w aiai and ting[:

ate ice-cream and its superb.

yay, enjoyed myself MUCH.

but we missed the fireworks la): sad thing. HUR

SATURDAY

movie w gf! hehe.

smone nc16 la, still need me to buy tickets. LAUGHS

fireworks w ting, aiai, beatrice, mj and ah heng after tt!

i saw sotong! (:

and she looked like a kid among the kids. heh

pretty fireworks! and i've caught many pots of gold. all kept in my heart la.

if i sell my heart, i'll be damn rich!

LOL.

SUNDAY

spent the whole day studyg. urgh, ok its bcome part of my daily routine.

brush teeth, eat breakfast AND do homework

HURHUR.

MONDAY

whats wrong w all the teachers man.

all having PMS, sighs. better get my work done.

my sleep is awaiting me. tts the only stuff i'm lookg forward to.

HOHO!

gd news! my hair is growing longer! GRINS
*points to mushroom hair w mock sorrow

AWW.

2006-08-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

i drew this:)
mummy and gorilla! LAUGHS

TUESDAY

cutest mascot for the day is jason! :)

wrapped him w toilet rolls. heh

our theme is mummy. another class's gorilla but think they bought the outfit instead of doing it.

so fun la

last yr to sing songs and have fun during celebrations ):

enjoyed myself alotttttttttt

sentosa w class during noon.

SUPER FUN:D

and there's a snake among our bags!

scared the hell lot of us. poor wc stepped on a wasp or bee?

and was stung by it. his foot turned blue and they called for help.

poor thing man. and we're so helpless. dunno what to do.

steamboat at night! yay.

w gf, bf, brother, doujiang, aiai, jay, wc and cy.

after tt ran to catch fireworks!

the moment we reached the rooftop just nice the fireworks started.

aww~ damn beautiful

spent these few days catchg those fireworks

pretty pretty:]

WEDNESDAY

ting and aiai wanna watch fireworks again so being the steady pom pipi me of cos agreed(:

we bought a tube of ice-cream

lalala

yummy!

but the sad thing is, we missed the fireworks la.

cos its at kallang then all dunno so didnt go.

but esplanade's still floodg w humans.

all waitg for the fireworks i think. nvm, its another great night and i'm enjoyg myself w friends. hooray.

sad la cannot meet up w cliques for the night.

cos they last min asked and i've already told aiai.

uhm, its alright. heh

cos they wenta have steamboat again!

if i continue to eat like this. i'll have a tyre around my tummy soon.

urgh,i don't wanna imagine tt.

aiai came my house to stay for the night. hee

tired but still feelg great.

anw, i really love singapore. hahah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!:DD

THURSDAY

i love TWOOOOO

she's great la

helpg me w my fnn and bad news.

no more national day la so sad

i like to celebrate:(

no more national day celebrations = no more fireworks = :(

ok la i'm not emo or upset or angry just bcos i quarrelled w mum. cos i'm one happy girl and i must always be happy:)

[vaish calls me garfield -.-
and paul shithill's in. dickson says he looks like a lizard. i'd say he looks like tweety bird.]

I love gf
I have loved gf all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming You will be with me and You will never go
i will stop breathing if I dont see gf again
So I promise to be true to You,
To live my life in purity
i am waiting for the day
When I hear You say,"i do"
Until then, I will be contented
Knowing that true love will come someday
It will only come from You
Cos I have seen the suffering that loneliness can cause,
When we choose to
give our love away
-GF

:D

2006-08-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

i am a pig.

SATURDAY

i'm still a pig but better.

wenta kim's house in the morning.

daddy fetched me to queensway after tt.

joyce, yan and fi were late.

jason, daniel and gang acc me first. heh

collected warm-up tees! whooo.

ORANGEY, striking laaa

went home to get changed and wenta watch fireworks in the evening. its italy's for the night.

damn nice. and there were trillions of humans squeezing in and out of any holes they could find. alright i meant holes as in spaces ok, no A meaning. hehe

at least i could share the pretty fireworks w bestie and aiai:)

doujiang's there too! but too many fat ppl la, couldnt squeeze all the way inside to find her. BIG BIG ppl shoving and pushing me i felt like a peanut la. so small

SUNDAY

a pig nv changes its oink therefore, i'm still one.

wokup at noon, mummy forced me to):

she says no more late mornings for me so i havta get up.

and yea, you got it right. study~

sighs, luckily jacjac asked me outta catch a movie! woots. w ah joyce.

watched 'see no evil'

its nc16 but we asked 3 nice ppl to help us buy

and the lady at the door super blur lar. jacjac sneaked in w/o her knowing. hahah but tts gd. she asked how old am i and i said 16 and i think my ez-link's for extra. looked at it for damn long and (still countg the yrs) murmured to herself.

not really scary la but quite gross cos it involved scenes of eyeballs being dug out. phuck.

rushed to catch dean's performance

jacjac and joyce v happy cos they took photos w her la, finally.

last time shy shy dun dare dun dare. hahaha

screamed like ah siao's' lidat la.

rushed home to pia all my work urgh.

MONDAY

tmrw's class outing!!!

yippeee(e X a million)

{rus rus rus~ hehe, cya tmrw!}

:)))))

hohoho.

2006-08-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

jason edited:)

wenta eat chicken rice again tday! :D
elinn's crazy. reached my hse and then rush down to imm justa see edmund chen and terence cao. hahah and her edmund chen got beard la! so -.-
i almost dozed off but for her sake tried to keep myself awake. if i slp then she's gonna wait till daylight for me to open doors already. hahahah
joyce and eunice came at night. watched sm lesbian show. the show's super sad la
sad girls, sad story.
watched my last episode of love @ degrees celcius. watch my weixiang for one last time. hahah wanna see him soon la. anw i heard from shimin tt he stays near her neighbourhood and have breakfast every sunday at the market opposite. i wanna go spy him already la
heh heh, sound like sm psycho
oh yar! and i rmbered ytd saw ryoji's lookalike and i think its his twin la
really photocopy one.
elinn and i super high and this reminds me of baba ):
hahah {mummy: i wanna fly to japan!!!}

yan's an afrohead geekoshit nincompoop.

aye.

2006-08-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

shaggard haggard day. i actually lied in bed for the whole night w my eyes closed. soul's not aslp but body is. no idea why but damn tired throughout the day. wenta eat $1.50 chicken rice after so long! really missed it so much so thgt i'd spare sm time to go eat it after self-study. heh
to wm library and borrowed 4 books. saw a caucasian pretty girl. doujiang STARED AT HER (eyeballs poppg out) and ok, drooled? ha her features were really B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L-L-L-L-L
and she looked so much like shane! aww~ ok doujiang's happy cos she saw quite alot of pretty girls tday. but TOO BAD she's in sch uniform la. so damn spoil man
HAHAHAH ok, my head's spinning tornadoes and my f&n's not done. how bad can tt be? urgh, gdbye.

[ok, tues class outing to sentosa! then lotsa lotsa activities lining up yay:D
keep me occupied woots!]

more photos! (:

2006-08-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

LOVE YOU ALL SHITS.

:)DOUJIANG!

:B

2006-08-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

MONDAY
school. nthg new. and class feels quite empty w/o rus. sighs. took lotsa pics and slacked. self-studies after school. tuition at night. life is boring. my days have been occupied w maths for the past few weeks. even when i'm slpg, i'm dreaming of formulas and numbers. is this a good thing?

TUESDAY
i'm in love w weixiang. :]
and qiuze is a hunk. yay! i'm happy.
WEDNESDAY
holiday! woots. no idea why, smthg gotta do w elections.
think joyce's quite down. asked me to acc her to east coast but couldn't make it.
SORRY! cheer up kay! (sat: FIREWORKS:D)
met up w min during noon.
watchd pirates of the carribeans. FINALLY found smone to accompany me.
so exciting and the show's so funny!
{shouts to mummy: i also wanna be a pirate smday!}
*smacks head
nxt weds, class outing! yay (: for rus. gg to sentosa; lookg forward to it!

twohill goes downhill~
HAHAHAH

yawns.

2006-07-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

maths test till 5.30

boring shit, but its

certainly easier than the specimen papers.

can i drop maths please? ):

SATURDAY

woots, jess came over.

had prata for lunch.

sooo oily, i think i'll gain some few pounds and extra fats on my tummy ):

oh nonono, i HAVE TO do more sit-ups.

I STUDIED, hahah.

jess spent her time by drawing on my mahjong paper and watchg her show.

ate popiah for dinner. pathetic.

sotong says she don't like my blog skin cos it makes her remind of smone she dislike. ):

didn't know my blog skin could actually offend ppl too.

hahah, nvm.

promised doujiang not to let it die and i'm keepg my promise! :D

SO FAR.

SUNDAY

sis says i've wkend blues and i seriously think so too.

changing into a total emo kid and rot my life away.

PRELIMS coming! constant reminders from teachers and friends.

aww nonono, i wanna get A's.

i have to strive harder, and kick tt lazy soul outta me.

i want tt hyper me back, but seriously don't have the energy to do so.

feelg so lethargic and restless nowdays.

no idea why since i still take my naps and sleeps like a pig for long hours in a day.

i think i can get the best nominee of year 2006 or

maybe even every year for the best super-sleeper award.

slpg is my hobby, my favourite pastime and i'm loving it :D :D :D

tuition early in the morning.

pulled and dragged myself outta bed, which isn't a v easy job to do so.

done my maths and eng corrections.

history common test tmrw! ):

haven studied and don't feel like studyg too.

i just wanna slp.

save me from the nothingness i've become.

]':

2006-07-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

kong had dental appointment tday and didnt attend school. had PE! damn fun. played captain's ball w class. love them loads. rus's back, finally. talkg to us after school. she had some personal problems, probably quitting school. everyone cried, i held back my tears - though i wanted to cry as much. but i havta comfort the other girls. she wished us luck for our O's. sighs, class isn't fun w/o the whole. fiz left, and now its her. 2 down )':

class's best w 40 people. sighs.

(RUS: no matter what happens, you can always count on us. we're your classmates. please tkcare of yrself. tday maybe yr last day joining us in school, but its certainly not the last time we're gg to meet. we love you.)

)':
will miss you.

mushroom ]:

2006-07-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

didn't go school. had cough and my sore-throat's killing me. no voice in the morning. ha parents off to work. woke up 11plus go polyclinic on my own. waulao, the morning time slot over so i havta wait for the noon's slot. must wait till 1.30 pm. ): by myself. walked to opp bball court's shelter. sat down, listened mp3. luckily i brought a book too. heh :D
read a little awhile, walked to school there buy bread and stuffs and walked back. weather's hot. but i'm fit, won't faint. (:
waited hours and went back polyclinic. daydreamed; missed my queue number. luckily still can have my appointment.
homed; ate medicine and slept. abit drowsy, took a nap. waked up to have dinner near school w joyce and zengye. saw some of our ex school's ah bengs. they called out my name. didn't bother. i feel so awkard. walking around in tt mushroom head. ):
kill me please. urgh.

sighs

2006-07-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

save
your
words,
you
pathetic
PEA.

happy :)

2006-07-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

Shineee we are. (:
MY BOO.
WE ARE PROUD TO BE UGLY.
i love you all everyday.

21/7
rushed home after self-study. down w flu and cough but rushed to musical. musical was okay, but many ppl dozed off. hahah. saw alot of my primary school mates. so happy. (:
after musical went joyce's house. wait for her to change and then off we go to my house! (:
eunice came and then we went to eat prata. (:
yummyyyyy!
after tt went to canal, find gh, jas, dean and crystal.
hahah dean helped joyce tie a tie. while teachg me hahah. (: she's super high la. but i'm not as psyched as ah joyce the toot la. hoho.
was chatting about all the ghost stories and our life experiences. makes all my hairs stand. gahhhhh
cabbed home, too lazy to walk by then.
slept at 5 plus.
(fi's phone is superrr creepy. she took photos w eunice and the bus was moving. Nobody's around. the glass behind them captured a female in green. omfg)

22/7
(fi's creepyyy phone: the photo of the green female disappeared! cannot find. fuck it. sooo scary can)
woke up at 12 plus. bathed and bused to queensway; in search of our warm-up tees! whoooyayyy
went home for a short nap, evening went down to meet cliques for balling! WHEEE~ sooo happy. finally meet up w cliques to have fun la. and main purpose's to celebrate otah's bday. i dunno what happened to joyce but heard them say she swinged and went MIA. i went off earlier then them so didnt know much.
[darling; you know you can count on my ears. :D]
(fi's super creepyyy phone PART I: jess and i called her but instead we heard a guy's voice and cant figure out what he's trying to say. language was mumblish. strange thing was, fi received a miss call. she claimed nobody answered cos only eunice and her were in the room. they were sleepg. so who's voice was tt? shittttt)
(fi's super creepyyy phone PART II: jess took a photo of herself. i'm sitting infront of her. i'm facing the phone screen. there's a sudden flash of red light when she took the pic. told her it might be just some cars passing by and the red light just happened to shine on her face. fuckfuckfuck)
jess, lacilia, lz and xp stayed over my house for the night. No idea why everybody's so emo. Sighs. ):

23/7
woke up for prata brunch. rushed home for maths tuition.
napped for a little while, woke up to meet jess and joyce for yuhua cup's finals.
okay, for the night; my new obsessions are yuhua no.6 and hornets' 87. :D
prettaye boyyyyys, for once in a zimbobabillion years - i commented on BOYS.
yuhua got first, hornets second, tungsan third and fourth tongwhye.
tungsan and tongwhye had few fights in a row la. firstly the players and then coaches. waulao.

24/7
cut my hair, and now i've a mushroom head. ):
my flu and sore-throat's making me worse.
it ain't getting better.
fuckshittttt

aww~

2006-07-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

jess's sucha honeyyy
offered to collect my shoes for me
bloody fuck. shop owner says come back tmrw
self-study ends at 4plus. do you think i can make it on time?
like i said, jess's super sweet
she'll travel to town again tmrw just for tt fock shoes
felt so guilty, made her travel to town alone tday ):
treatg her ice cream. she says its all worthwhile
ain't she sweeeeet!!! :D

omg.

2006-07-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

f&n part b tday. kong and i forget to bring apron, borrowed from jacjac and friend. (:

jaime is so nice! she knows i'm scared of fire and heat lah, so helped me w my coursework. yay (: hansong helped too. great! hahah. so many nice people around.

some guy in joyce's class thinks he's some superman, jumped and hit the upper part of the door and, BLED - profusely. ambulance came, commotion for awhile. urgh, bloody hell. self-study end at 4.3o. yay. accompanied jaime to wm to buy her stuffs. went out for dinner w family during night, so long since we went out to eat tgt. bought my formal clothes for musical. not really formal anyway, nvm lah. heh sister keep insisting to take neo-prints lah. was kinda tired but still smiled my best. :]

anyway, cme lesson did smthg we didn't do for v long.

each of us was to write smthg good about our classmates.

papers evrywhere, flying around. noises of excitement and people whispering.

its fun laaa :D

yay, i got my paper and i'm very happy.

i loveee evryone man. and i'm one happy girl. (:

boo

2006-07-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

still haven't found formal stuffs to wear for musical. ]:
joyce came ytd and tday. to do our 'homework'. oh yar! and we watched a gay movie tday.
w honeys on my bed and they were high. only wanna fast-forward to the gay sex scenes.
aye, that sounds so wrong but we like it. heh nono crap.
heh i'm bored laaa
called for mac delivery ate so much man, i think my tummy is getting fatter each day.
must do more sit-ups to kill the fats. urgh.
alright, maybe i'm just a little bit self-conscious. thats all. hahah self-study's time slot changed to 4.30.
yay one hour earlier! hah better than nthg so lets celebrate. yayyyyy
its late and i'm bored okay maybe i'll go sleep. best choice if i've nthg to do and
oh yay my fyfy got into the nx round. people predict they'll be kicked out the next round.
awww nvm i still love fyfy as ever oh yay! i'm a sososo happy girl hahah. drawed DouJiang a picture tday.
and i like it cos its covered mostly in green! whooo~ hahahah.
gdnight :]

Me and You and a dog named Boo.

!

2006-07-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my. and how can i forget to mention one important thing?!

hahah, saw yuyang and gf tday. was shopping and i turned around to look.

he wore purple striped and oversized shades. jess says its v aa.

"attract attention".

kinda, but he's cute anyway so all this doesn't matter. (:

yay, i'm a happy girl. hahah. i wanna watch my sassy girl tonight again!

this time i'll cry and laugh alone. :D

woots!

gdbye boredom!

2006-07-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

OH THEY LIGHT UP MY LIFE. =D
oh yay. watched deuce bigalow's vcd last night.
laughed on my own. hahah. its a nice show though.
aiai woke me up in the morning, i was the latest to wake up lah.
prepared fast and walked to chinese garden.
was drizzling but hack-cared and ended up drenched in the big rain.
nice guy came up to me and shared umbrella. (:
was v embarassed so called qiu to talk rubbish. hoho.
so awkward. thanked guy and actually wanna run when we neared.
he said: "nvm, its alright." continued to shelter me till i reached station.
aww.. so sweet right.
went marina square. girls bought lots of stuff and i got mine too (:
satisfied, ate mac, drank hot choco. yay.
rushed to town, jess don't wanna be late for michael wong's match.
end up rush to yhcc, michael wong's not playg. -.-
he didn't even turn up. so much for the rushing.
headed home, match's boring. w/o mr shuai around. hahah.
mum and dad went to fetch sis, she's got ne tday.
cooked mee for my own, my poor stomach's starving.
only had few pathetic popiah for dinner.
hungry, gobbled down food and scalded my tongue. ):
great, now i'll talk like an idiot w my tongue sticking out.
vivian's on tv, and i'm gonna glue my eyes to it.
hoho, overall.
GREAT DAY :DD

just once.

2006-07-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

I did my best,
But i guess my best wasn't good
enough,
'Cause here we are back where we where
before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being
strangers
Wondering if we ought to stay or head on out
the door

Just once, can we figure
out
What we keep doin' wrong?
Why we never last for very
long
What are we doing wrong?

Just once, can't we find a way to finally
make it right?
To make magic last for more than one
night
If we could just get it
I know we could break through
it

I gave my all,
But I think my all may have been too
little
'Cos God knows, we're not getting
anywhere
Seems we're always blowin'
Whatever we've got going
And it seems at times with all we've
got,
We haven't got a prayer

Who! We can get to it
Just once
I want to understand
why it always comes back to
goodbye
why can't we get ourselves in
hand
and admit to one another
we are good without each
other
take the best and make it
better

=/

boredom strikes.

2006-07-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

don't you notice tt my past few blog titles starts w 'BOREDOM' ?
this is because, these few days, boredom has been ruling me.
tday suppose to go sk after self-studying.
DouJiang and friends left me and ran away from maths self-study. ):
Hahah, its alright cos i v lazy to talk, so it won't make much difference also.
reached home, bathed. and phoned joyce the pig for zillion times.
she nv pick up phone, guess she must be slpg.
so being the lazy me, was of course happy tt she was slpg so i can take my nap too. =/
closed my eyes for a few secs, and phone rang.
was kinda late, so don't really feel like gg.
i know tt it will be a night of fun if i've actually went.
since i've been waiting to touch a ball.
my skills're gg down down down.
really scared of not being able to catch up after i return to kaixuan. ):
Eventually, we didn't go.
and i went to take my nap. was feeling kinda lazy and lousy and whatever.
shit. shiat. fuck. fucked. fock. fucken. fuck it. fuck off.
URGH.
i think i need to go for counselling sessions.
Maybe i'll just watch some flicks and curse to the tv.
Maybe i'd feel better.
Maybe tt lousyless-ness is gg to go away.
MAYBE.

It was my past of unatoned sins /

boredom knocks my door.

2006-07-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

Found out tt banggala actually owned an iguana at home!
So cool. and the cute part about the story is, her father found an egg last time near the reptile park. So he brought it home, researched on the egg and use light to give it warmth and heat. And so, it was hatched. (:
Banggala wanna insist tt its a cat; cos it eats cat food. Hahah, she showed me video of her 'cat'. Its supposed to be green color but it was in orange! She claims tt it's desperate for sex and in need of a sex partner. Its v large! And it doesn't bite. (:
tmrw banggala's and bf 1 year anniversary already. Woots! They're really a sweet loving couple lah. You should see the handmade gift tt she did for him! *FAINTS
banggala's so so so so lovelyyy~
its consists of a small book w their photos inside; well-taken plus captions really funny!
Hahah, she's always up to smthg. Making pp laugh at her funny actions and stuffs; tackle and make you roll on the floor tgt w her. No wonder i love her so much. :D

Lessons were of course, typically boring. I've been consistently trying to keep up and maintain. ): It's hard work y'know. Especially when after a hard day at school; self-studying till 5.30 and you come home STILL HAVE TO STUDY for next day's test and stuffs. Totally no break; i'm no superwoman alright. No time for my naps.. ): miss my naps. miss my snuggly bed but now i know i can't worm in it tt often anymore. BIG BIG SIGHS.

seriously need a big big shoulder,
anyone lend me please? ):

serious - not.

2006-07-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

daniel and gang got into trouble about the shijie's case. This is what i heard, shijie diao them and they diao-ed back. Then the-not-happy-mood starts to arise so they purposely go bump into him. Denny challenged him one-on-one but shijie called down his elder brother. Parents came, and made the matter big by reportg it to the police. Police came to our school and daniel took him for a school-tour, and on how the incident happened.
Like how dumb could this matter be right. GUYS.
had o lvl's part b of f&n coursework tday. Mrs Tan was v nice, helping us all tt she can. Actually its quite easy but my correction tape ran out and my paper lookd so messy. Having to rewrite; my time was of course shortened. Luckily i was not the last to finish up, there were more people who couldn't finish it on time too.
Headed home and i'm supposed to be meetg up w joyce and the rest at coffeebean. Being the laziest person on earth, I of course, dozed off. Luckily they weren't mad at me or smthg. Joyce came to my house and my mum cooked her porridge, after knowg tt she haven recovered fully from her fever. yay! mummy is nice, so am i. :)
I realized its been ages since she visited my house. Hahah, she wanna have a sleepover smday upon seeing my new bed and television. Okay, i admit the new bed's v comfy man. No wonder i wanna worm in it evrday lah, so its not totally my fault okay. Hahah.
chatted alot about stuffs and we snuggled up in my bed. whoa, speakg of my bed. I think i'm missing it sooo much already. i think i cannot leave w/o it. I wanna superglue myself to it and rot and die there so i can sleep on it forever. YAY. Gdnight. :D

Because the past claws its way out /

self-pity

2006-07-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

okay lets start from ytd. (:
italy won france 5-3. Nobody believes me when i say italy is going to win. Well, it did anyway so i shadn't be bothered. The current and supposedly last, hot topic was of course on wc. Stupid DouJiang says she wanna eat 'yi ta li mian' to celebrate Italy's victory. DUH. Slept for a few pityful hours and wokup for school. Self-study starts from this week onwards. You should see how we endured the hours for the first day. Life was hell, especially after one 'sleepless' night. AND we have to stay in sch for like 2/3 of the day. SUCKS. Luckily, my class knows how to turn these pityful hours into happy ones. :D Yay, tts 4E7's way of uhm, learning. Hahah. Of course, the teachers say this isn't an excuse for sleepg in class when more than 1/2 of our class were snoring away. I tried to sit up straight, though my head's as heavy as a bed. Okay, i dunno why i'd wanna use bed as an example but i just feel good thinkg about the word, 'bed'. After school, DouJiang and Min 'DRAGGED' me to IMM to buy our f&n stuffs. I was more than lazy and more than unwilling to go, but since I'm a super nice friend i managed to let them talk into me. Aargh, okay. No aargh-ing. Three happy claps for Felicia the Nice. =D And i forgot to watch Superband! How could I forget to watch when my darling fyfy is performing right! I slept BEFORE 10.30. Such a miracle right, nvm i'll be a good mama girl for one day. So mummy need not waste her energy yelling at me to sleep early. Yay, three more happy claps for Felicia the Good Girl. (:
Joyce dear still haven't returned for school. ): Poor darling, please please get well from yr horrible fever and ask fever faster go away ok.
Day 1 after end of wc, I'm still adjusting my study habits. I DIDN'T SLEEP in class today. What an obedient darling right. Plus, i did all my work and i tried my best not to slack; from the constant reminders of teachers tt prelim is REACHG V SOON. Yay, last two big big happy claps for Felicia the Adorable-st. I've EIGHT claps altgt and i'm satisfied already. I'll be a good girl tday too, and turn in early. :] Lalala~

someday, the dreams will end /

z z z .

2006-07-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

germany won portugal ytd. hoho! slept at 3, 4 + and wokup at 9, 10 + for tuition. fuckg tired. ): did some schwork and napped for awhile. I must complete all my hmwrk and sleep again! i wanna watch italy vs france! Poor joyce's down w fever. And she says she's very weak and similar to a vegetable already. Haha, GET WELL SOON HONEY! :DD
Yes, its been months
since we met.
But i never forget you ok?
Please don't think
so much.

world cup fever.

2006-07-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

slept the whole day, so probably will be stayg up to catch germany vs portugal. hoho, tuition at 11 tmrw morng. )=

{dummy}
i have NOT fallen in love
w smone
else lah,
dumbdumb. don't think so much alright. you should'nt
take
those
conversations to heart. please tkcare.
mwacks.

f.u.n

2006-07-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

Early dismissal, homed and went bkt panjang to study. And i swear elinn needs to improve her pronounciation of words. E.g. "wang jiao -- eatery" = "lan jiao" omfg sounds so A right. and we're like standg outside the shop decidg whether to go in or not. Hahah, idiot joyce playd w the eggs -- put soysauce on the rounded parts. walau disgustg shit. hahah. after tt, a long bus journey to skcc. promised darling i'll go. and oops, yes. joyce and i alightd at the wrg stop. and made darling walk so far to come and find us. =x poor daughter. she showd me pinch marks of tiko pek and gang's doings. i swear i'll get back at them for endg my daughter in sucha miserable state. )': heartpain y'know. whaha da dui-ed there. the court's pretty nice. with half of the court shelterd and the other half un-shelterd. can see the sky and stars, so sweet lah. but too bad sk's toooooooo far man. my team members were joyce, jacjac and cherie -- jacjac's stackers teammate and she's also from regent. last time always say she's v gd at dribblg. hoho. the other teams consisted of 1)jasline, buibui, peanut and fion. 2)julian, lydia, weibin and rita. 3)liling - home u's coach, katek, guanhong and zhanglang. i think weibin's team is the "most formidable team". beat almost everyone, and they're always winning. haha, thanks to weibin and julian. i'm speechless. home u's coach is also v strong. quite happy w myself cos so long didnt touch ball and train myself; but still can put in a few 3 pt shots but i play awhile then pant already. )= signs of getting old. hahah so many strong players playg there. But tts quite a gd thing also, at least y'can challenge yrself to pp much stronger than you. and learn from yr mistakes. (= in between breaks, they said alot of lame jokes lah. Quite funny though, and we, the people sittg behind keep laughing. HAHAH, was quite fun. and y'know what! lydia's ONLY sec 3 leh. i feel so inferior man; couldnt believe it. then they all say i primary 6. )= so long nv play like this already, esp those days.. alright, i'll not start on the memories again. huiying textd joyce and askd for a game on nx friday? hahah. lookg forward to seeing our team manager again. =D yay. lights off; and decided to go compass point cos the others wanna eat. those pp who changd took another lift and pp who haven't. means us; took one. hoho, idiot. stupid katek named joyce, jacjac and i. dunno wat dumbass, baichi kinda stuffs. ha i purposely go near her cos i haven change and she v scared lah. after changing wenta sit beside her and bcos our jersey's material is kinda slippery and she gave me a little push on the butt -- her hand's were oily. and there i am, landed on the floor with buttocks opening beautiful flowers. okay, tts crap. peanuts super cute, i turn the straw and let her 'tiack'. then all also got sound. yay. when gg home, i dunno what fion they all planned and they just suddenly grab jacjac and pinched her. people involved were: zhanglang, jasline and fion? dunno if i'v missed out anyone. But i doubt so cos this 3 are the most suspicious ones already. and i bluffed them of cos, when poor jacjac bent down and yelled in pain, tt she was cryg, and tt they were in trouble. and the fion like so scared when SHE PINCHED HER IN THE FIRST PLACE. funny? not. hahah, we ran hopg to catch the last bus or smthg? and i said byebye to zhanglang and lydia, but NOT TO fion. haha, i think she shouted smthg but i can't figure out what she shouted lah, so nvm. she's one crazy person and a pure tiko pek. so addg it up tgt means she's a pure crazy tiko pek. luckily the bus we missd was not the last one (if not i think i'll die already) but i dunno if the bus driver PURPOSELY don't wanna wait for us or what. rarrs. like i said before earlier, the bus journey was LONG. spelt l, o, n and g. grrr. katek's really cute lah, and she's got a technique at makg people laugh and smile w tt silly voice of hers. hoho, day's great and i want more of this to come! But O's still coming and i HAVE TO study. boohoo. )= off to eat kfc. TATA!

nothing better to do.

2006-07-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

So far in 2006, I have..
[x] broken a promise.
[x] made a new friend.
[x] fallen in love
[x] fallen out of love
[ ] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[x] laughed until you cried
[ ] stole
[x] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a girl/boy
[x] disappointed someone close.
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] gotten in a fight
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[x] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the state
[ ] almost died
[ ] drank myself retarded.
[x] gotten your ass smacked
[x] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[ ] streaked/flashed
[x] cried over someone
[x] broken up with a gf or bf
[x] given up something important to you
[x] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of myself
[x] met great people
[ ] gotten really drunk
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] like someone that likes you back
[ ] like someone u know u cant have
[ ] Already regret something
[ ] had sex on the first date

just for laughs.

2006-07-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

when boredom reaches its limit.

2006-07-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
rahh
screw. says:
rarrrrrrrs.
screw. says:
bet bet bet later pocket got hole money drop out money lost no more money become pauper become beggar beg for money hohoho!
screw. says:
raindrops falling on my head. drop drop. pitter patter pitter patter. drop on my head.
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
rahh u
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
stop stop
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
i tok on e fone den i said 'bet begger'
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
rahh
screw. says:
huh?
screw. says:
hahahha!!
screw. says:
distract distract hahah
screw. says:
say hohoho!
screw. says:
say whoo hohoho and portugal will win.
screw. says:
hahahaha
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
!!!
screw. says:
dun rarr me lah...
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
ok i tink i v contradictg
screw. says:
pighead donkeyhead monkeyhead make pignoise monkeynoise donkeynoise and you snore into the telephone and the person laughs and you say bet my shoes and i will become a pauper i bet france will win and france loses so portugal will win hohoho say hohoho
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
i bet portugal on sgp pools den i buy france frm bookie
GENIUS #09 lieslieslies GO PORTUGAL! says:
shutup la felicia choo

screw is me.
genius is an idiot.
LAUGHS!

rarr.

2006-07-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

mrs rethinam came into class and said: "so should i stand up and teach or sit down and wait for the uncompleted work?" just then, mr loh shouted: "sit down!" downstairs. all of us heard it clearly, and it was just a coincidence. LAUGHS. she looks away, and then, sat down. hoho. tons of stuffs to be completed by tday. ): mum just scolded me for my phone bills. ): threatened to confiscate if nx month's bills high. ): rarrs. I NEED TO GET MY WORK DONE. ):

:)

2006-07-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

drew a little card for joyce. the sunflower i owed her; i'll buy it nx time. :D But seriously my drawing sucks. i can only draw happy faces. hoho. =D This little poem i thought of -- hoping to cheer her up.
hello dearest. i'me here to
give you my sunshine sunflower, sunny.
hope you can smile as happily and
cheerfully like sunny.
may you be happy and gay.
and may the winds blow yr
sadness away.
i'm always here
anyway.
so if you wanna have a
companion to cry,
just gimme a call and i'll pass
by.
cheer up my lady, and smile
like sunny. :D

time after time.

2006-07-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

Lying in my bed I hear the
clock tick, and think about you;
caught up in circles of
confusion
is nothing
new.
Flashback warm nights almost
left behind
suitcases of
memories,
time after
time.
Sometimes you picture
me
I'm walking too far
ahead;
you're calling to me, I can't
hear
what you've
said.
Then you say go
slow,
I fall behind;
the second hand
unwinds.

yay!

2006-07-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

BESTEE. =D
joyous day! :D was late for movie cos' had to buy brkfast for sis. troublesome. =x wenta new cathay cineplex and watchd SUPERMAN. u know howta spell HANDSOME. clarke kent was the man. the superman, i was totally psyched. whoo` and i love lil cute boy jimmy olsen. y'know why if you've watchd it. kay, actually supposd to catch just my luck -- but i was late lah, so decided to change to scary movie 4. But xm nc16. actually can bluff, cos she said she forgeta brg her ic along. BUTTTT, she's v cute lah, so blur. y'know what. she said her bday's on 7 july. then the person said: "Oh, what a pity, tts 4 more days. So you still can't enter." -.- DOTS right. ha nvm, tts okay. bcos i nv regret tt we catchd superman afterall. infact, i was thankful. hoho. was late for meetg joyce again! uh oh. i'm "LATE" tday man. wenta cafe cartel for lunch and studied too. there's this uhm, black, who's kinda cute (his hair, nicest feature) -- he keeps walkg up to our table and was uhm, tryg to start a friendly conversation? ho, must be joyce too attractive already. after tt shoppd at ps for a lil while then took bus 11 to heeren. we wenta flesh imp, and joyce was attracted to this cute guy -- amelia; only you and i know what. okay, she is v excitd and tryg to think of ways of howta getta know him. CUTE? no? haha. traind back to je and wenta have our dinner. took photos! yay~ quite happy tday -- infact, happy almost evrday! I'm easily satisfied. And tts a gd thing okay. =D kong's nt schlg tmrw, she's down w a bad headache and sm throat infection. poorthing. {Rest well! I'll miss you.} another day of fun tmrw, nights! :)

woots.

2006-07-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

finishd tuition early and after tt went roller-blading w sister. she v cute lah keep fallg down and then laugh to herself. then she ask me how come i know howta blade cos she nv see me blade or anything. ha as if i go blade i must report to her lidat. hoho, mean huh. will be wearg pyjamas to slp tday. yay. v long nv wear already! v comfortable. (: ha watchd "p.s. i love you -- tian, shi wo ai ni." qiu ze's super sweet; melts* and the story's plain sad, though kinda lame but at least my tears were worth droppg. i wanna marry him smday lahs........ ha CRAP. okaye, tmrw's another busy day. morng mitg amelia deyal and pri sch frens; i think joanne and xiumin for a movie. no idea wat movie we gonna watch, its been ages since we met! so i thought i cld spare sm time and just enjoy lah. since we wont mit up tt often. actually supposd to go sentosa w joyce, zengye and friends. But i think the plan's changd -- go study instead. ): okay lah, i know now isn't a v gd tym for me to enjoy when my prelims are nearg. extra ):
but at least i made an effort to study on a HOLIDAY; youth day. so i shd be proud of myself.. so, ((:
okay sm crap grp added me into their conversation and i don't even know any of them. and they're bull-shittg stuffs and i'm gettg bored havg to talk to BORING ppl. and i swear i'll hate and criticise ppl who constantly use these type of "languages". e.g. : "harwloeszxx euur frmm wichh skuu wann arhhss?" WHY DO THEY HAVTA RETYPE THE SAME ALPHABETS?! its not lyk i've a problem w tt but its just so annoyg and irritatg havg to see so many of these kind of typgs in a word. IMAGINE i'l be readg a passage consistg of ALL these words; i think i can just go gorge out my eyeballs -- to risk myself from transmittg any eye diseases. okaye, tts exaggeratg and its all crap again. i'm bcomg so aunty and crappy nowadays tt i havta control and be extra conscious of how the way i behave. ): boo. gdnights. slp tights. :D

swimming!

2006-07-02T13:48:00.000+08:00

hoho. ytd night wenta xuan's place for a slpover at their new hse, grandeur 8. its a condo smwhere in amk. stupid sis foold me and told me there's a grandeur 9 smwhere in yio chu kang. and i believd. x/ i said "really meh?" then she say i v stupid. wth. she foold me for a 2nd time, sayg they're havg a bbq tts why we're gg over for a stay. and i believd too. then i replied "huh, really meh?" again. and she say "You really v stupid leh!" WALAU. i know i'm those kind who're easily foold lah, but she don't really have to fool me so many tyms one lah. idiot man. slept at 1 plus last night, the commotion outside was like !?#$%. makg me so excited, the game btwn england vs portugal. shucks lah, eng lost. and my poor baby brooklyn's father, beckham, cried. )= boo. wokup early tday to go swimmg downstairs. yay! its been long since i ever steppd into a pool lah, was really happy i can finally go and swim -- an activity i haven done for long. there's tuition later in noon, if not i can stay one more night again. since i've already brought my hmwrk along. nvm, i NEED TO STUDY. and i know i wouldn't be able to concentrate here, w so many temptations and stuffs -- games, tv, more, more. hahah. alright, gtg and enjoy bfore i go home! :DD

=)

2006-07-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

okay, let's continue bout last night. combine schools beat quanyan 84-48. combine's really strong, plus, they're on form. quanyan also has alot of gd players but i think they lack form ytd. overall, both teams did quite well. 1st place: combine schools 2nd place: quanyan 3rd place: qianxi and 4th place: lengkee. boys' finals is on 8th if i'm not wrong. after tt took train home w minyi, jacjac, wenna, joyce, manlin and amelia. wenna's really irritatg. haha, ok i need to clarify tt i'm scared of being tickled and she keeps tickling my stomach. on train, i accidentally steppd onto smone's feet bcos tt irritatg keep tickling me so i moved backwards lah. walau, v embarassg one y'know. ha and i dunno why i'll put my bag on the floor when i wanna keep my stuffs. Then they keep laughg at me. isit v funny? hur. stupid owner -- minyi, said she dun wanna look at me when talkg to me bcos i look lyka cat. )= crazy fellas. okay, and i laughd alot and i felt so ticklish, so insecure. tryg to look ard and see if anyone wld jump at me from behind and tickle me. okay, tts all crap. reachd home at ard 11+ -- quite early already, bcos we nv eat supper. watchd the park w lil sis. and i don't know why she's sooo scared when all the lights in my house was switchd on. dad's outside watchg soccer; germany vs argentina -- and they drawed! hawhaw. mum's in the master bedroom watchg her vcds. i've watchd the park bfore already but just feel lyk watchg it again and so i did. the endg's really sad lah. and i cried, but the strange thing is -- i'll tear for almost every ghost flick i've watchd. then evrbody say i'm a weirdo. bcos i'm supposd to be SCARED. But tt's just the way of how i react wad. bcos normally, there's a v sad story bhind evry, err.. ghost. so i always cry at the endg part there. laughs. tday's really boring man. maybe gg to meet eunice and fi to study. If not most probably go cousin's new house already. suddenly feel lyk swimmg lah, maybe its bcos of the hot weather. okay, i'll be a gd girl and go study now. :DD lotsa hmwrk to complete during the wkends. monday's youth day. YAY~

SOCCER.

2006-06-30T16:50:00.000+08:00

AIAI. <3
oh yar, and and and.. tnight got argentina VS germany! MUST WATCH. okaye. haha. (:

phew.

2006-06-30T16:19:00.000+08:00

phew. finishd my o lvl chinese oral exams tday. The ladies were kinda friendly, which is a gd thing cos it helpd to calm me down. (= my topic of conversatn was on 'cheng shi li de xiao hua' - sort of like sayg tt teenagers're being pamperd or smthg lah. BUT due to my nervousness, i thought i heard 'cheng shi li de xiao gua' - which sort of means the city's uhm, 'little idiots' ?! Haha, no idea, don't know. Okay i'm blur, i accept tt fact. LUCKILY, i said ''cheng shi li de..'' then the v NICE examiner helpd me to finish the sentence. "..hua." YAY. then i don't havta embarass myself lah. hoho.
Later gg to watch yc's finals at sbc lah. jacjac told me tday then i ask eunice they all lor.
8.45 : quanyan VS combined. vying for the 1st and 2nd position. I WANNA WATCH. :D
since i don't even getta play for this yr, bcos of O's. ): and this is also my last yr for playg u16 cup already. ): gettg old already. ): BIG BIG SIGHS. ): i miss kaixuan and everyone. ): tt tym sir sent me a msg; sayg tt he sudd rmberd how the 3 controllers - Rinna, Weerong and i startd out tgt. and he was hopg i'd be back soon. and i've many more to catch up on, and many more to learn. boo.
I WANT O LVLS TO PASS QUICKLY!!! ):
`countdown; 62 more days to prelims. and i realised i've put so many ): already, so addg one more ): won't kill. hoho.

brand new.

2006-06-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

DEAREST DAMIEN. =D
brand new day in school. woohoo! lots of things for me to catch up on. cheeheng nv come to school though, he's returng tmrw! :D as for hisham, probably nx wk. lessons were always fun w my classmates ard. hoho. slackd quite alot for 2 days, and i dunno why i'm rather blur tday. maybe bcos of MY EYE?! No idea at all. bcos my vision is blurrd too, so i concluded tt it indirectly affected my brains. (= kong's bcumg an auntie! and she is ecstatic bout' it. warmest wishes for yr niece/nephew! hah, tday's SUPPOSED to be a very busy day. uhm, i dunno howta put it but nvm then. heh, anw i was supposed to meet kong and joyce at wm's coffeebean. But i didn't turn up. bcos.. my mum was washg clothes in the toilet; and it took her a super long time to wash, and a super long time for me to wait. =x okay, nvm. my eyes're gettg tired, kinda pain actually. So maybe i'll just go rest and have a good sleep! YAY~ z z z.

Gdbye sore-eyes, Hello new day. =)

2006-06-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

3rd day of school and i'm still worming at home. sighs* no life. haha wokup quite late and i'm lazy to make breakfast too. so waitd for daddy to buy lunch. and my boredom reachd its max until i've nthg to do so i decided to pick a fight w my sister. =x and so, the cryg begins. boo. met kong to tk my stuffs lah, guessd i missd out alot of lessons during this 2 days. the problem w why i don't like to miss school is bcos i'm SLOW in catchg up. think i must buck up already. the gd news is, i'm havg PE tmrw! yay~ return to school and can play. jumps w joy* i enjoy PE lessons lah, esp when we getta play bball - which i haven't touchd in a long time. my eyes're gettg better; which is gd bcos i can get back to seeing things more clearly. Unlike now, evrting seems so blurrd. blah~ i'l tryta slp soon. if nt i'll have problem wakg up early in the morng tmrw. hoho! =D

sore-eyed

2006-06-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

okay, towned w kong on sunday. bought a puma bag for $59. duno worth it not. but my zinc bag got hole lah. idiot.
)= we talkd alot lah. haha, sch has reopened ytd. NO MORE HOLIDAYS! sadded.
monday was th first day back in sch aft our hols, and 4E7 is stil as fun. hoho. FOREVER FUN. :D
hisham had sore-eyes, and he was sent back home straight after flag-raisg. had oral aftr sch, and i guessd i did OKAY. mdm fauzana was my teacher, and heard tht she's quite strict. die lah, no eye-contact y'know. cos i'm uhm, nervous lah. den i kip runng thru the holes of the file and 'uhm' here and dere. shucks.
and well, TDAY is the 2nd day of sch. and guess wad? i'm down w the sore-eye disease. )=
ha msgd ms vani in the morng, tellg her i'm nt gg for sch. kong textd me too, sayg cheeheng was being sent home. hoho! same fate man, 'sister'. went to queue early in the morng lah, so longgg. boo. mc for 2 days which is tday and tmrw. at least i can slp lah, so better not complain. haha. i'm gg to eat already. TATA~

z z z

2006-06-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

shucks. ytd we lost by 1 pt if nt can get into the nx round to play semi and finals alrdy. ): boo. im under the sun for the whole day den my face red red, eyes oso red red. haha. tday wenta pasir ris for my class gatherg. in the end oly a few pp turn up. den i go dere and eat CUP NOODLES den went off alrdy. ha its nt tht dey dun wana cook for me is i nt enuff tym den lyk v rush lidat. wuman hoppd in at tamp's stop den supposd ta mit fi and eun at alj but we were v late so in the end went dere ourselves. and wuman is LAZIER den me can. she wana tk a cab to sbc wen we can jus reach in 5 mins. But anws, we took and the cab driver was lyk ''LANDUO''. den wuman say her leg pain and starta find excuses to cover her LAZINESS. hiyo, bth. oh wells, havg tuition tmrw morng. Z Z Z .
i gotta go slp soon if nt tmrw cannt wakup to finish my uncompletd tuition work lahs. YAWNS. blahhh~

new blog, new start!

2006-06-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

ON MY BDAY! =)
Elinn, Me and Joyce. YAY.
just reachd hme. yawns. i was feelg so sick tday and my headache is killg me. ha went to kong's hse aftr geog test and she helpd me w this. and u see wad she taggd lah. stupid. reachd hme ard 6+ and i dozed off aftr lyg on the bed bcos my headache was TERRIBLE. urgh. watchd si2 and meryl was FABULOUS. ha hopefully she can get into the nx round lah. mummy brgt sis to xuan's hse for a slpover. and i went out w kong to eat supper! yum yum. i ate ALOT and it was already lyk so late lah. later fat fat. but i doubt i'l grow fat lah. bcos i waitd for yrs and my wish nv came true. so sad huh. ): we tokd alot abt evrting lah. felt so great. hoho. walkd hm and we saw MILLIONS of coackroaches along the way can. OH MY YUCKS. i was lyk screamg and shoutg and shovg and nugding kong lah. no choice. bcos coackroaches are DISGUSTING. esp those which fly. over the overhead bridge duno who vomitd and it was lyk so smelly. cannt stand the stench and we RAN agn. (why is west side so dirty?) ran alot lah. mm tmrw hav teengames 3on3. which is the final day and hopefully we can clinch the championship this yr agn. (lyk the last 2 yrs. :D ) but this yr's u18 is really more difficult lah. so im gonna be gd and go slp soon so i can replenish my energy and fight for tmrw! HOORAAA~

the poetics of sex. says:
"You don't have to say you love me, just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever, I will understand
Believe me, believe me, I can't help but love you but believe me, I'll never tie you down"
the poetics of sex. says:
SEE! SUPER SAD SONG LYRICS!
ELINN KONG mks me emo. ):